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Jordie. 18. Happy.

Life has been weird without you around. I don’t know how I am going to survive taking care of Bailey, she’s such a heathen dog. She destroys absolutely everything she can grip with her teeth and tears it to itty bitty pieces so that I have to clean up the mess. She misses Ginger, more and more everyday but I take her to see her as much as possible. There have already been multiple tasks I needed your help with and it’s only been two weeks. It’s weird not having the person you depend on around when you need them. I miss you being two minutes from my house and now you’re a million miles away it seems like. It’s so out of the ordinary. I know you’re probably more miserable than I. I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you, or want so deeply just to hear me talk as badly as I want to see a letter in the mail from you everyday. It’s been hard not talking to the person you’ve spoken to every day for two years to suddenly disappear out of your life, even if it’s not permanently it still makes me sick to my stomach everyday waiting for a phone call or a letter that didn’t come that day. All I can hope is it will come the next. I will never for once take for granted any kiss or hug that comes from you. I will never reject you in a time of anger from those privleges again. I wish I could go back and snag every sign of affection that I refused. Ugh. I miss you more and more each day, and I hope that July comes faster than it feels like it’s coming today.

— 4 weeks ago
Ethan Michael,
I can’t describe how much I am going to miss you this Summer. These past two years have been wonderful with you and I can’t think of anyone I would have rather spent them with. I hope July 3rd comes quick and I can get on that plane to Georgia to see your face. Then I can only pray that October 5th where we all get you back home will be quick to follow. Thank you for all you’ve done for me and all you’ve done just to put that smile on my face. You’re an amazing person and I am so very proud of what you have accomplished. Thank you for being apart of my life and it’s going to be so strange not having you here these next six months. I love you, Ethan. Be safe down in Georgia and I’ll be expecting some letters and some phone calls :) I’ll see you soon. 
Love, Jordie

Ethan Michael,

I can’t describe how much I am going to miss you this Summer. These past two years have been wonderful with you and I can’t think of anyone I would have rather spent them with. I hope July 3rd comes quick and I can get on that plane to Georgia to see your face. Then I can only pray that October 5th where we all get you back home will be quick to follow. Thank you for all you’ve done for me and all you’ve done just to put that smile on my face. You’re an amazing person and I am so very proud of what you have accomplished. Thank you for being apart of my life and it’s going to be so strange not having you here these next six months. I love you, Ethan. Be safe down in Georgia and I’ll be expecting some letters and some phone calls :) I’ll see you soon. 

Love, Jordie

— 1 month ago with 2 notes
I love you Ethan McCurdy. Forever and always.

I love you Ethan McCurdy. Forever and always.

— 1 month ago

I can’t think of anything I hate more than being lied to.

— 1 month ago

I am so tired of being taken for granted.

— 1 month ago
charrisphotography asked: Thanks for the re-blog :) tell everyone i need people to take pictures of!


Answer:

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— 1 month ago with 1 note